Friday, September 13, 2013

Misunderstanding Your Position

Everyone loves having a boyfriend, but some of y'all that think when a guy says y'all talk you automatically think y'all talk on that level. Y'all misunderstand your positions and I hate that!! There's a difference between talk and "talk". Talk means y'all converse on a friend level. "Talk" means y'all talking a friends with benefits level or as boyfriend and girlfriend. Please put it in your head. Thinking that y'all talk more than friends, when y'all not, & get the definitions mixed up, will get you emotionally fucked up. Is he really yours? No he's not yours. He's only yours cause you THINK y'all "talk". Ladies know your position, play that role, & Don't think y'all relationship is something it's not.




PLEASE DON'T MISUNDERSTAND WHERE YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS!!! QUIT!!! Females play the role you're ENTITLED to. Stay in your position and stop trying to be the other woman. Stop trying to interfere with another man when you know his taken. Stay in your lane and leave him and his alone. 

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

How Much Love Hurts?

Love hurts
I remember when i was your first
Hearing that song tore me apart
I dreamed it would've been til death due us part.
Our love was one of a kind
The way i feel, you'll be surprised
A smile to hide my pain
Feels like my heart has been run over by a train
No words express how I feel.
You was my first true love
a person I'd give my all to
When we were together, we were like glue.
Looking at your bear at night.
Remind of the hours you'd hold me tight
Pouring out my feelings, is hard to do
Ever since i lost you
It's hard to love again or simply let another man in.
No female will treat you like i did.
Maybe then that will be when your search ends
Remembering your past was a blast
Maybe then you'll realize what you had
Was the best you'd ever had.
             

Heartbreaks 💔💔💔💔

When you love somebody it's hard to let them go.
It burns a whole in my heart cause you don't know how i feel inside. 
It hurts.
I'm hurting like hell
Sometimes you act like you just don't seem to care.
I fell in this thing called love & came out with a heartache.
How would you feel when your heart breaks?
That's how i'm feeling with this heartache.
I've given up on love
Cause having your heart break is no fun.
Love? Just a 4 letter word that doesn't have a meaning to it.
So why should I care when my heart breaks? 
My heart is like the word love. Useless!
Love will have you standing clueless.
It's okay something I'm used to it.
You broke my heart that you did,
But trust me it'll happen to you to my friend. Then, how would you feel when you go through a heartbreak?
Just like me, how I'm going through a heartache.
💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔



The Other Woman

Was it to good to be true?
Cause i was starting to really love you.
The situation hurted me so bad
That even my words are dead.
First time i ever felt this way
Love makes a person go insane
You asked me to give you a chance
I did.
Yu asked me to give you my heart
I did again.
Afraid of it.
Praying to God you'd keep your word and take care of it.
Not saying you're to blame
But my feelings for you aren't the same.
I gave you my all
And that's exactly when things started to fall.
We made it through it
That we did
But then the devil was knocking at the door
And it hurt me to the core
Devil came right in
Trying to tear us apart
i tried to stop him
But it's only so much a woman can do
Hoping her man will stand up & defend the situatuion that was supposedly the truth.
Had her looking like a fool
Don't you think you hurt her?
To have a hoe come at her
"that's my man boo"
Well hoe that's my man too.
Added you to the conversation
Only cause I needed some comformation
On who's lying in this situation
You didn't stand up for me us or this relationship.
Therefore I thought it was the naked truth
But it wasn't
See the truth starting to unfold
And you became bold
Yea you told her off
But will we ever start back from where we left?
I don't know cause now this navy thing has kicked in
And I'm not ready for it to happen
But if that's your dream go ahead captin
I won't forget the love we dreamed
Maybe it'll still happen after the 6 years you have.
I deserve answers
To the whole thing I called love.
To me, trusting you with my heart, my soul, my everything.
You were my everything in a months time
But we talked before we tied that knot.
I guess it can work, I don't know.
But give it to me straight.
Am i living a fantasty or is this reality?
That's not even the real question.......
Lord knows you were my everything.
Everything I ever wanted.
But the real question is.......................................



Is this relationship even worth it?


      



Who Do I Choose?

Who you love isn't in your hands. It isn't your choice. It's God's choice on who you love. He determines who is brought into your life. Some come for a reason while others come for a season. You might meet someone who you feel is the love of your life and they might just be a lesson sent from God. Just because he/she loves you doesn't mean they're the person you're going to be with for the rest of you're life. Your relationship is like a game. Sometimes you fail and sometimes you succeed. Each level gets harder and harder. All you can do is keep playing cause at the end of each game is a prize or victory. At the end of this game the prize or victory is the love of your life. All you have to do is be patient and wait on God to send you that person. Never give up on love cause when you do that'll be when you start falling in love with someone who isn't good for you. At the end, just keep faith and God and let him handle who you love.