Suicidal Effects

Suicidal Effect
Tell Me Lies
That's What You Did
Made Me Believe You'd Love Me
When You Really Didn't
The Truth Hurts
But It Hurts Even Worse When You Lied To Me
Lied About Loving Me
Lied About Caring For Me
Lied About Everything
It Hurts
Cause I Was Sucidual Didn't Mean For You To Lie To Me
You Told Me What I Wanted To Hear
You Made The Lies Sound Good
But You Lied Not Thinking I'll Be Hurt
But I Am
So I Popped Pills To Get Rid of The Pain
I Gotta Live With This Day By Day
How Can I Love Somebody & Just Watch Them Love Someone Else?
Made Me Think It Was Something Special
The Love Was Still There
You Still Cared
But You Don't
Pills Became My Bestfriend
Enough To Ease My Pain
Crying and Popping Pills One By One
Popped A Few Here & Popped A Few There.
The Only Way To Get Rid of Pain Pass Out
First Love First Heartache The Biggest Headache

And the BIGGEST MISTAKE!

Just Told Me What I Wanted To Hear
Not Knowing That I Still Was Sucidual
You Don't Even Care So Why Should I?
Founding Out The Person You Love Didn't Love You Just Felt Sorry For You.
Shit Hurts & You Don't Care
It Hurts But Turning To Pills & A Shot Made It All Better.
No Need To Cry Things Will Get Better
Not For You, For Me.
Slowly Day By Day I Become Stronger Than Before. You Love Me? No You Loved Having Me
I Was A Puppet Nothing More Nothing Less. You Didn't Care. So Now Your Dead To Me. Just My Imagination. Like When You Pop Pills Black Out You Remember Nothing. So After This You're Nothing Just A Lesson. Every Lesson Is Learned. Never Fall In Love Easily. Cause When Somebody Turns Out Lying About Loving You.. You Get Suicidal... & It Becomes The Suicidal Effect

-Vee